codependent tendencies

i don’t know what it is to be human
all i know is how to cause ruins

you’re looking at me from across the bar
wishing that i didn’t know who you are
biting my tongue, you’re holding your breath
i’m gonna love you to my death

to my death

i didn’t mean to break you in the process
but why the fuck would you go and start this

i’m looking around the room for whoever is throwing those prettier eyes at you
and maybe it’s unhealthy for me to feel this way
but something in your eyes says you wouldn’t have it any other way

i’m gonna love you to my death
i’m gonna need you like my breath
i’m gonna love you to my death

i can feel you closer, getting closer to me
used to be in love, now it’s anxiety
vomiting your feelings trying to get clean
a clean break

i’m gonna love you to my death
i’m gonna need you like my breath
maybe one day i’ll runaway, i’ll run out
but right now, lil darling, you got nothing to worry about