Eternal Sleep

I only dream when I’m awake
There is no should, there is no fate
And it’s been forty two days
Since I heard from you,
Someone I knew

There is no blood left in this stream
A feed that used to feature me

I went off social media
Like I wish I did on you
But what would it matter?
It wouldn’t change what you do

I’m thinking coffee can combat suicide
I’m thinking every love is a lie
I was headed towards you all green lights go
Didn’t see it coming, how I would go

Fold into you, a car to the road
If my heart’s a windshield
Watch it explode

I pray you sleep well to a faceless god
I pray I move past what we were not

Stuck in my head like a humid July
Maybe I did go and kill that guy
That abandoned house in an acid trip
A westward flight, time of my life

Left broken-hearted and skin blood-stained
These tears departed and I should the same