sarah screwed me over
summer 2020
sorta felt like i was back in high school
kickin with the burnouts
bummin cigarettes
spreading dirty secrets
bumping the regrettes

now we flash forward
a couple years
your face has changed
but not disappeared

i’m worse than good
better than okay
but not by much
so give me space
to feel
my feelings
you fool

i’m worse than good
better than okay
i guess i’m fine
it’s just not my day
you fool

caleb was a lover
if only for a moment
thought that it was better
than fucking with a stalker

then i went apeshit
and sobered up
started fucking with —
never called my bluff

i’m worse than good
better than okay
but not by much
so give me space
to feel
my feelings
you fool

i’m worse than good
better than okay
i guess i’m fine
it’s just not my day
you fool

after all this time
after all this wine
i’m south of the city
turning twenty three

never been more lonely
never been more holy
than that moment
where i was breaking
and you were leaving

i was working on myself
you were goin through hell
and after all this time
i still need help

it’s just not my day